You Have Searched Me and Known Me
David begins by confessing that the LORD has searched him and knows him in every ordinary motion, word, and thought, hemming him in behind and before. The knowledge is not cold surveillance but an overwhelming nearness that David can only call too wonderful and too high to grasp.
F1or the choirmaster. A Psalm of David. 2You know when I sit and when I rise; 3You search out my path and my lying down; 4Even before a word is on my tongue, 5You hem me in behind and before; 6Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
The psalm then asks where anyone could go from God's Spirit and answers that there is nowhere at all: not heaven, Sheol, the farthest sea, or even darkness. Every imagined place of escape turns instead into another place where God's hand guides and holds fast.
7Where can I go to escape Your Spirit? 8If I ascend to the heavens, You are there; 9If I rise on the wings of the dawn, 10even there Your hand will guide me; 11If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me, 12even the darkness is not dark to You,
David praises God for forming his inmost being and knitting him together in the womb, seeing him when he was hidden and unformed, and writing his days before one of them came to be. The result is wonder at both his own making and the uncountable precious thoughts of God that outnumber the sand.
13For You formed my inmost being; 14I praise You, 15My frame was not hidden from You 16Your eyes saw my unformed body; 17How precious to me are Your thoughts, O God, 18If I were to count them,
From wonder the psalm turns abruptly to moral division: David longs for the wicked to be removed, names those who speak deceitfully against God, and declares his hatred for those who hate the LORD. The shift is jarring, but it shows that nearness to God does not flatten good and evil into the same thing.
19O God, that You would slay the wicked— 20who speak of You deceitfully; 21Do I not hate those who hate You, O LORD, 22I hate them with perfect hatred;
The psalm ends where it began, with God's searching knowledge, but now as a willing invitation rather than a marvel alone. David asks God to examine his heart, test his anxious thoughts, uncover any offensive way in him, and lead him in the everlasting way.
23Search me, O God, and know my heart; 24See if there is any offensive way in me;